Small Miracle

I know it is only Wednesday morning but it has been a long week. And it is no small miracle that I have made it to. Day 11. I will admit Wednesdays have been hard for me the last couple of weeks. Having to drive to Omaha has made my food choices not so great. And of course that usually is very hard for me to deal with when I get home. I am still very determined to not make tomorrow day one. Just trying to breathe and make it through. I have to remember no matter what Ed tells me he does not make me stronger. I have to truly tell myself that he is killing me. I don't want that. I will try to continue to be stronger and not let him win.